Post by blossom(semi-hiatus) on May 25, 2016 3:03:53 GMT
So hey. If you saw earlier in the cbox, you may already know that my roommates little sister died earlier today. And I have been working a lot. And that I sprained my right wrist. And that I haven't been sleeping very well for numerous reasons.
Basically, life took a massive dump all over me this week (metaphorically) and my puppy peed on me while I was asleep (literally).
I should be around, in the cbox and stuff. And I'll try to post whenever I can muster the motivation but its been really hard.
I'm going to be a total downer guys, and I hate to dump information on you all, because I haven't known you all that long, but I struggle with anxiety and bipolar disorder, and my regularly scheduled depressive episode is coinciding with some really awful life stuff.
What this all boils down to is, I might be a bit flighty or antisocial or even plain mean some days. I try to censor myself but it gets hard during the peaks and valleys where emotion dictates my life more than I would like. My medication makes me much better than I used to be (gods bless the poor souls who put up with me before them) but I still experience an emotional wave that can be hard to predict or control. I adore you all and I really worry about saying something that would hurt somebody's feelings. So this is a preemptive apology for anything I say (though if I hurt your feelings make sure you tell me please), as well as an explanation of why I probably wont be around as much as I'd prefer.
Anyway, love you all.
-Blossom
Basically, life took a massive dump all over me this week (metaphorically) and my puppy peed on me while I was asleep (literally).
I should be around, in the cbox and stuff. And I'll try to post whenever I can muster the motivation but its been really hard.
I'm going to be a total downer guys, and I hate to dump information on you all, because I haven't known you all that long, but I struggle with anxiety and bipolar disorder, and my regularly scheduled depressive episode is coinciding with some really awful life stuff.
What this all boils down to is, I might be a bit flighty or antisocial or even plain mean some days. I try to censor myself but it gets hard during the peaks and valleys where emotion dictates my life more than I would like. My medication makes me much better than I used to be (gods bless the poor souls who put up with me before them) but I still experience an emotional wave that can be hard to predict or control. I adore you all and I really worry about saying something that would hurt somebody's feelings. So this is a preemptive apology for anything I say (though if I hurt your feelings make sure you tell me please), as well as an explanation of why I probably wont be around as much as I'd prefer.
Anyway, love you all.
-Blossom
